Blooms of Florez

Inspire

2012-01-14T18:16:00.000-08:00

This week I was reading one of the blogs I follow and she asked everyone to share the one word to focus on for 2012. My word will be INSPIRE first to be inspired by others and second to inspire others. I have so many people in my life that inspire me to be a better mother, woman and person. I love reading blogs, I have found quite a few over the last couple years. The first one I am going to share with you is a mother who's son has a rare genetic skin disease called "EB", her story is both heart breaking and inspiring. I don't know if I could be as strong as she is watching and waiting for her son to die. Please take a minute and visit her page (I will warn you some of the pictures of her son Tripp are hard to look at): *Cortney's son Tripp passed a way soon after I published this post yesterday. I am so sad for her because she is grieving for her son, although I know he is in a better place and no longer in pain.

http://randycourtneytripproth.blogspot.com/

Next is Kelle Hampton she has a little girl with Down Syndrome. I don't know how but every blog post pulls you in and inspires you. She is so creative, she seems to be one of the funnest mom's, she has taking her Nella having Down Syndrome and turned into such a beautiful gift. This past week she posted about a fundraiser for Nella's 2nd Birthday her post was so beautiful it brought me to tears. Below is the link to her blog:

http://www.kellehampton.com/

The following blog is Kellie Staat she and her husband lost their baby girl last year to SIDS. I n the beginning I wasn't sure she would ever recover because her post were so sad. But as the year has gone on and she has since found out she is pregnant with baby Jackson her post have become more positive. I had a very hard time reading about her baby at first due to having a baby close to Maddie's age when she died but I am glad I followed her to see the joy after pain. Below is the link to her blog:

http://kandjstaats.blogspot.com/

"The Mom" Ruth Shultz is the wife of the creator of Yo Gabba Gabba and a mom of four. Her youngest Davy was born with a cleft palette. Ruth is another great mom that makes me want to bet better. I love checking on how Davy is doing or seeing her kids cute style.

http://ruthschultz.blogspot.com/

I follow so many more blogs and I am sorry if I missed you, I just wanted to share a few women's stories that INSPIRE me. I want to live my life to be like these and many other women's lives. I hope to Inspire Layla and Cassandra to grow up to be great women.

Lego's for Girls

2012-01-07T13:44:00.000-08:00

I belong to a Birth Board for December 2010 baby's, This week one of the big topics was the new Lego's for girls and how bad they are. I decided to go check them out myself due to all the negative comments. Honestly I could not see the problem. When I was younger I played Lego's with my brother but they weren't my favorite think to play with. Being that I was a girly girl I think I would of found the new girl version a lot funner and more related to me. I have two little girls and we have mainly girly and princess toys in my house. But I don't have a problem raising my girls to be girls. I feel so many people are so worried about influencing there kids one way or another now a days. I played with dolls and grew up fine, I played with my brothers G.I.Joe's and Lego's also. As a matter of fact my brother played Barbie with me quite often and he is fine also. What are children need is us to be in their lives, to spend time with them, run around with them, relate to them, encourage them, and most of all Love them. I will raise my girls to do what makes them happy, last year Layla wanted a Fire Truck for Christmas and that's what she got, this year she wanted a Sponge Bob birthday and again that is what she got. Stop worrying so much and Love your kids, that is all they want.
http://www.topmommyblogs.com/

2012 I Believe in me!!!

2012-01-01T16:35:00.000-08:00

It's a New Year friends, 2012 is here. What are you gonna make of this year ahead of you, what is your resolution or shall we call it a plan? Well I am not usually one to make resolutions or plans for the next year, I like to wait and see whats gonna happen. Although as 2011 came to an end I had tons of great memories, and some less than great ones. I had some of the hardest times in my life last year, I hate to say that since it was the first year of my precious daughters life, but it was Hard.

So here goes my resolutions:

Lose weight not a little a lot, I have to do this for my back, this is the only way I will continue to have a good quality of life and not rely on pain pills to survive. I want to lose 100lbs, I was on my way before and getting close to my goal weight. I had a baby, but I don't want to be one of those moms ten years later saying I need to lose my baby weight. I know I can do this I am ready!!!
Jose got me a Nook for Christmas, I think this year I should set a goal to read at least 50 books. Shouldn't be to hard right?
Get the girls out and to the park more. I want Layla and Cassandra to grow up loving the outdoors like I do. There is nothing that can beat the feeling of spending time outside.
Hmm... Blog more. I am going to try to keep up my Touch of 365 blog also.
Service, I need to find ways to help others out more, this is another thing I want to teach my girls.

Okay I thing five goals are enough, this is gonna be work but I can do it, I know I can. I put it in writing, next year I am going to look back and know that I accomplished these things.

Merry Christmas

2011-12-24T11:29:00.000-08:00

The Christmas Holiday is in full swing. Everyone is getting ready for their weekend festivities of spending time with there families and friends and enjoying this time of the year. I have to say as a single adult I longed to have a family of my own to spend this season with, I did have my nieces and nephews but it wasn't the same. This year Layla is so interested in Santa and all things Christmas, I have been getting lots of questions, like why was the Santa at the mall different than the Santa that came to my school. I have been wondering in the future years how Cassandra will feel about this season, I want to make some special traditions for her because this holiday is so close to her Birthday. I think i want to do something with Christmas ornaments I am just not sure what yet, hopefully you my friends and family can give me some ideas. I am about to make our Florez Christmas Eve dinner, this has been a new tradition to me for the past 3 years my husbands family always celebrates on Christmas Eve. This year we get to celebrate Christmas day at my mom's (for many years we went to my aunt and uncle's) I am sure Cassandra will be so excited she loves being around a lot of people.

Food Trucks and the Races

2011-11-06T12:32:00.000-08:00

On Saturday November 5th we headed down to Santa Anita Horse Race tracks, we had seen a commercial the night before that they would be having food trucks there. We have never done the food truck thing and wanted to try it out. It was a beautiful day as you can see from the pictures.

Our first stop was at Flavor Rush here Jose wanted to try the Menage Trio (Pulled Pork, Brisket, and Lamb sliders with sea salt strings on top) the taste was really yummy but for $10 kind of small. (Jose tried one before I took the picture so there are only two pictured.

The next stop was the Ragin Cajun as seen on Food Networks Great Food Truck Race. I wanted to see if this truck lived up to the hype.

I ordered the 1/2 half shrimp 1/2 catfish Po boy, it was good not to spicy like I was expecting but did had a mustard sauce that I wasn't to fond of. The cocktail sauce was yummy and I dipped my half into it.

Next stop was the Tornado Potato, I had seen this one featured on MuffinTopzz Blog and wanted to try it. It looked really cool and fun to eat. I got this one mainly for Cassandra since she like french fries. I think I made a bad choice on my seasoning choice. I chose the Truffle Oil version and felt it was way to greasy.

It was fun for her to eat, although it went from hot to cold almost instantly. There was a truck next to this one with Grilled Cheese that looked to die for but the line was constantly 50 people long, so I didn't try it this time.

Our next to last stop was the Flat Iron here I ordered some yummy Bacon Brie Mac and Cheese. It was really yummy but my tummy didn't like it, it hurt after maybe it was a little to greasy not sure.

Also at the Flat Iron Jose ordered the Oxtail Poutine which he LOVED, it was his favorite food choice of the day. (Not mine I only had one bite.)

We finished our day with dessert Jose liked this Azteca Delight (Spicy Chocolate Ice Cream). It was chocolaty at first taste and then it had a spicy after taste of cayenne pepper. I didn't like this one either, but I am not a dessert or chocolate person.

This was a great day we all enjoyed ourselves I had never been to Santa Anita before, I loved watching the horses, although to me they didn't really look like they were running the looked like they were floating since the moved so fast. We only bet on one race and Jose put all our $14 on the horse I chose Boston Baked Bean, well I guess I should not choose horses cause he came in dead last.

Halloween Fun

2011-11-05T19:49:00.000-07:00

We visited quite a few Pumpkin Patches during October. We went to Oak Glen and to another one up by my Grandma's house in Northern California. The girls had a lot of fun, Cassandra liked standing by the hay bell. Layla had fun getting her face painted and going to the petting Zoo. On Halloween we went Trick or Treating at the Mall and then in the neighborhood by our house. Layla love Trick or Treating this year she kept saying just one more house. Thanks to Aunt Jenny Cassandra was a sock Monkey. I decided she looked a little to much like a boy so I made her a tutu to go with her costume, she looked so cute and actually liked her costume.

Still Here

2011-10-24T19:51:00.000-07:00

Life has been so busy I have so many post to write and a lot to catch up on. I will be back to udate soon. For now I am in Florida for wokr away from my baby and missing her so much. I had a great day in training and learned a lot, one more day tomorrow then back home.

Falling into Fall

2011-10-06T19:14:00.000-07:00

Fall is one of my favorite seasons, I love the leaves changing and all the fall colors, just kidding that doesn't happen in Southern California. Now a days the stores pass over fall and Halloween for Christmas, there isn't much fall decor out. I love this season, I can't wait for the day when I can really decorate my own place to show how much I love this season. If only I wasn't allergic to Cinnamon I would light the fall candles in my house to top off the decor, but I am allergic to Cinnamon so the pine cones candles and air fresheners will have to skip this house. We started off our fall season this past weekend we took the girls up to Oak Glen to the pumpkin patches, raspberry fields and apple orchards. They had a great time, we go out there a few times a year we don't care the season. Layla loves the petting zoo, she wont let us leave without going in. She actually pets the goats and pigs now. This time she even wanted to ride the pony's. Hopefully we will get to have another adventure this weekend if the weather will cooperate.

Me and my girls.

Layla holding a pumpkin it really isn't as heavy as she makes it look.

San Fransisco Work Trip

2011-10-06T18:29:00.000-07:00

I had a business trip up to the bay area one night Jose, Cassandra and I took a little night trip to San Fransisco . We went to the Walt Disney Museum to take pictures of the San Fransisco Bridge, but we were a little to far away, I loved driving away and taking pictures of the houses, buildings and bridges. I figure the people that live her must make alot of money, plus with all the hills they can't help but be skinny. Jose and I ate dinner at the Fisherman's Wharf. The restaurant was pretty good except really Hot!!! like I couldn't wait to leave for that reason. The clam chowder was so yummy, I never part take of this soup cause it is so loaded with calories, I am glad I did since I started dieting this week.

On our last night up there my best friend Patricia drove over from Sacramento area, we went to eat at Johnny Garlic's it was so yummy also. Every time I see bacon wrapped shrimp on a menu I want to try it, this was the first time I can say I LOVED the taste. Go figure this restaurant is owned by Diners, Drivens and Dives host Guy Firei. I have been to this restaurant a few times and I have never been disappointed.

Park Days

2011-09-25T18:26:00.000-07:00

My Beautiful Cassandra at the sports park.

This week daddy and I decided to start walking at the park, we went about three times with the girls. This made for some cute pictures, and fun times. I hope you enjoy the pictures from this week below. Sorry I didn't write much this week, check back next week for my post on our trip up to the Bay Area.

Layla in her Cowboy Boots.

At the bug park

Layla at the bug park

Layla loved the M&M guy.

Daddy and Layla

Cute sisters.

Nine months old.

Cookie Pops

2011-09-17T17:40:00.000-07:00

This week has been fun, on Sunday Layla and I had fun baking and decorating cookie pops. Layla loved mixing the cookie dough, got her hand right in and helped every step of the way. On Tuesday I tried a new recipe for Green Chicken Enchiladas, they were so yummy, I really liked them, my mother in law thought they were to spicy (Funny to me with her Mexican heritage.) I love trying new recipe's. We tried made pasta with chicken spinach feta sausage, I wasn't fond of the pasta but I liked the sausage.

Finished Product

Funny Girl

Layla called this our I Love You, Cookie.

Little Miss Cutie!

The Best Nine Months

2011-09-15T17:35:00.000-07:00

My sweet baby girl entered into my life nine months ago today, I never new the love I could have for a child till that day. I have to admit the first couple of weeks I was in a fog figuring out how to be a mommy. It was funny when we were in the hospital Jose says she is the quietest baby her and she was pretty quiet for the first two weeks, and then she cried every evenings for months. Daddy and I thought she would never stop crying, we figured out by changing her formula that she became a happy baby (we know what colic sounds like). The one thing about Cassandra is that even though she was colicky she still went to sleep every night around 9pm and for the most part slept threw the night. I wouldn't of planned a holiday season baby, but now that I have a holiday baby I love her birthday. Now I can tell her whenever she hears Christmas music her birthday is coming soon. I love Cassandra's sweet little personality. Everyday when I come home from work I try to walk up behind her quietly and wait for her to realize I am there, she always gives me the biggest smile. In the morning when I get ready I go, I go in to say good bye and she smiles at me. I always new the love I feel for my mom, but I never new the love I would feel for my own daughter. Cassandra is an active little girl, she crawls all over the house, pulls up on furniture or the walls, she is starting to let go of those things and stand on her own. Her daddy calls her a monkey, she is not scared of anything, I am so scared she will fall off my bed. Cassandra loves her big sister Layla she is so happy when she comes over, she always watches her and laughing at her. She is getting very verbal, she is always babbling at her toys. The distinct sound or words she says now are dadadad, bababab, lalalala, some times I could almost swear she says adah like my name, and I tell her no momma. I am so lucky to have a happy baby Cassandra keeps growing and changing everyday, I can wait to see what each day will bring. I am trying to enjoy every moment and not let the little milestones pass me by.

September 11th

2011-09-11T14:54:00.000-07:00

I started this post earlier today, but Layla came over and I have a different perspective, and feeling about today. I sometimes wish I had the innocents of a four year old not knowing of all the hate and sorrow in the world...

With today being the 10th anniversary of September 11, 2001 I wanted share my feelings. I still have the feelings and emotion of that day fresh in my mind. My mom woke me up and said "to turn on the TV", a had plane just hit the World Trade Center. I woke up and turned on the TV in time to see the second plane hit the building, I felt sad and scared for the people in the buildings. I felt pain for those that were told to stay put and wait for instructions on what to do. I felt horrible for those stuck on the floors above where the planes hit. I couldn't believe the selflessness of the Fire Fighters, police officers and many others that ran into the burning building to save others. It was amazing to see how people came together and helped each other people they had never met and would probably other wise of never had talked to. I remember being glued to the TV till I had to go to work, I did not want to leave the safety of my home. I worked in a salon at the time, it was so slow that day, we had two clients walk in the salon during my shift. My mom came over and met me for diner, we were worried about my dad he was in Scotland and they had grounded all planes we didn't know when he would be able to come home. I felt so much joy every time they pulled alive from the rubble. In the days that followed we became stronger as a people, community, and a country. One of the things that sticks out the most in my memory of the days and weeks following was on Friday evenings people from the community went out and waved flags on the corners of the streets, I felt so proud to be an American, Proud that our Country didn't let this horrific act of terror bring us down it brought us together. There were many songs that came out after that day to commemorate the event and put in to words how we all were feeling. One of the songs that sticks in my mine when ever I think of September 11th is Alan Jackson's Where Were You.

Where were you when the world stopped turning that September day

Out in the yard with your wife and children
Working on some stage in LA
Did you stand there in shock at the site of
That black smoke rising against that blue sky
Did you shout out in anger
In fear for your neighbor
Or did you just sit down and cry
Did you weep for the children
Who lost their dear loved ones
And pray for the ones who don't know
Did you rejoice for the people who walked from the rubble
And sob for the ones left below
Did you burst out in pride
For the red white and blue
The heroes who died just doing what they do
Did you look up to heaven for some kind of answer
And look at yourself to what really matters

I'm just a singer of simple songs
I'm not a real political man
I watch CNN but I'm not sure I can tell you
The difference in Iraq and Iran
But I know Jesus and I talk to God
And I remember this from when I was young
Faith hope and love are some good things he gave us
And the greatest is love
Where were you when the world stopped turning that September day
Teaching a class full of innocent children
Driving down some cold interstate
Did you feel guilty cause you're a survivor
In a crowded room did you feel alone
Did you call up your mother and tell her you love her
Did you dust off that bible at home
Did you open your eyes and hope it never happened
Close your eyes and not go to sleep
Did you notice the sunset the first time in ages
Speak with some stranger on the street
Did you lay down at night and think of tomorrow
Go out and buy you a gun

Did you turn off that violent old movie you're watching
And turn on "I Love Lucy" reruns
Did you go to a church and hold hands with some stranger
Stand in line and give your own blood
Did you just stay home and cling tight to your family
Thank God you had somebody to love

I'm just a singer of simple songs
I'm not a real political man
I watch CNN but I'm not sure I can tell you
The difference in Iraq and Iran
But I know Jesus and I talk to God
And I remember this from when I was young
Faith hope and love are some good things he gave us
And the greatest is love

I'm just a singer of simple songs
I'm not a real political man
I watch CNN but I'm not sure I can tell you
The difference in Iraq and Iran
But I know Jesus and I talk to God
And I remember this from when I was young
Faith hope and love are some good things he gave us
And the greatest is love
The greatest is love
The greatest is love
Where were you when the world stopped turning that September day

Although 10 years have pasted the pain, the hurt, the sorrow, the anger still come to us at times, but as I baked cookies and danced around with Layla today I realized that this is a sad day in our history but I would much rather spend it and viewing it threw the eyes of a four old, living life.

Cassandra and Layla will never know how it felt to wake up that morning when we felt a little less safe to live in this great country. I will share with them what happened and the memory of all that lost there lives, I hope to take them some day to the memorial. I also want to teach them of the sacrifice those that serve this country in the armed services give for us to enjoy this life we have. When I was driving home that night the DJ played Lee Greenwood's Proud to be an American, I never felt so much pride to be and America!!!

Quick Weekend Update

2011-09-11T10:37:00.000-07:00

On Friday night we took the girls to the Old Spaghetti Factory, Layla enjoyed her Mac'n'Cheese (her new love), and Cassandra enjoyed her apple sauce. On Saturday Daddy went to the UCLA football game, Mommy and Cassandra hung out with our friend. Cassandra got her ears pierced she cried a little, but as soon as mommy picked her up she was fine. Cassandra is such a cute little princess, she has so much personality and makes mommy so happy.

River

2011-09-10T21:11:00.000-07:00

I am starting this post sitting in the car next to my two sweet little sleeping princesses, they look so beautiful sleeping from the soft road noise, when I was little I loves falling asleep on long road trips. Now that Cassandra has graduated to a convertible car seat the back seat is a little tighter, but since she is still rear facing I still want to be next to her. We took a road trip out to my brothers ,this weekend, Blythe isn't far and should only take 2 1/2 hours from our house but go figure yesterday it took us 6 hours, we stopped at Cabazon and let me tell you that place is crazy on the weekends, then the car check engine light turned ly So we got to sit on the side of the freeway till the car cooled off, it was only about 100•, luckily we only sat for 10 minutes. Finally. We arrived at Joe's house got the boat ready hung out and watched some movies. Monday moring all the kids were up early excited to go to the river. Layla was nervous she wanted to hold my hand, she had never been on a boat before. We anchored. At a sand dune and played in the water for a couple of hours, the water was rocky but we still had fun, Cassandra loves the water like always, she loved splashing. Layla and Gwen had fun swimming in the current, but never went far from our sides. Jonah played up on the shore at the waters edge. All the adults sat in the water and kept our eyes on the kids. I was so glad we came out. I forgot the memory card for my camera but got a lot of really awesome pictures on my phone. After our fun day out on the water we went back to Joe and Amanda's packed up and got ready to head home, our drive home didn't take nearly as long as I was would of thought since our drive out to so long. The drive home was beautiful, the beginning we where driving into the sunset, the sky was beautiful blues, reds, violet and the black. Once the sky was black that was about the e time. The lighting started and lit up the sky, then we had some heavy rain. Now that we are almost home the sky is calm and we will soon be cuddled up in our own nice cozy beds. Short road trips are fun and nessecary but coming home to your own bed with sweet memories of a wonderful trip is even nicer.

Average

2011-09-03T22:34:00.000-07:00

Daddy was bored

Priceless, I love her!

Sometimes coming up with weekly blog topics is hard, and this was kind of one of those weeks, not much happened. It was a normal week when school is in and I'm working, I did a ton of driving this week, with my co worker Barb, I love spending time with her she reminds me of hanging out with my grandma, I hope she doesn't take offense to that. Cassandra is getting so big and so much personality, she crawls all over the house, and not the army crawl, it's the up on all fours crawl. Today she figured out that she could stand and let go of what she is holding on to. I had a busy hair weekend, I did a total of 8 hair cuts and a perm, the weekend is not over yet so I'll probably do more. Now that I don't do hair all the time I enjoy the occasional hair appointments. We are taking the long journey out to Blythe tomorrow, we haven't been out there in a while and my brother has a boat now so we should have some fun. Check back soon for some pictures. Sorry this post is short it was just a average week, but sometimes average weeks are nice.

This is what happens when I take pictures in a dark car.

Tooth Fairy

2011-08-29T21:19:00.000-07:00

Most four year old don't get visited by the tooth fairy, then again most four year old don't have to get knocked out and have two hour worth of dental work done either. Layla did both, she was so excited waiting for the tooth fairy and putting her teeth in her special pillow. She had baby bottle rot on her teeth and had to get 4 teeth pulled and have a few root canals and some fillings. The lesson from this is no sleeping with bottles or sippy cups, start brushing and flossing our kids teeth as soon as they have them. This was a pricy lesson to learn thankfully California had a program that helped some. Layla was a trooper, and came out of the whole experience better than expected. I felt pretty bad when she asked me if the dentist took all her teeth. This week was kind of Layla week, she had her teeth done and then we set up her bedroom. Layla has been in our room ever since we moved in with our in laws again, and now she has her own space. I never realized how much stuff she had until I started moving in all into her room. We had so many things given to us, like her bed, bedding, book shelf and so on, she has the perfect prince room, just what she wanted. She loves having her own space and her own TV. On the weekend Jose and I went to see Kevin Hart at the Improve Irvine, he was so funny, I haven't laughed so hard in a long time. It was nice to have a night out but I felt bad since I have never left Cassandra that late and she is very attached to me in the evenings.

Beach Day Take 2

2011-08-27T10:33:00.000-07:00

Create a picture collage

One week later Carlos was here for our visit and we packed up again and head back to Huntington Beach. We got a later start this time, Layla was at her mom's and kept calling to see when we where coming. Once we got there Layla wanted to head straight down to the water, Cassandra was eating sand again, Jose and Carlos played catch. It was a fun day Layla and I made a sand castle.

A Week in Universal City

2011-08-25T21:50:00.001-07:00

Once a year I get to do hair for our company ad kit, it's one of my favorite parts of my job. Every year I have woke up early and drove up to Studio City in at least an hour of traffic for three days. Every yerar they have offered to get me a hotel and I said no, well this year I decided not to take the long drive and stay up there instead. Jose, Cassandra and I took the drive up on Monday afternoon, we stayed in the Hilton Universal City. The Hilton was a great hotel, they deliverd us a fruit plate the first night. I worked during the day and Jose stayed in the room with Cassandra. In the evenings we hung out at Universal City Walk. It was a fun week away, one night I put Cassandra in a white shirt and blue jeans and some one called her a boy I was so bummed, I mean she was in a pink stroller, oh well she'll grow hair eventually.

Beach Day Take 1

2011-08-25T18:53:00.000-07:00

Summer time is fun in the sun, water, and beach time to me. I love going to the beach and playing in the water letting the waves crash on my feet, looking down as the water drifts back and my feet are buried in the sand. The beach is a place I couldn't wait to share with Layla and Cassandra. Layla usually starts off scared of things so I wasn't very surprised when she didn't want to go near the water, I figured it would take her a few

trips to the beach before she would go in. Cassandra on the other hand is the

adventurer she loves new things, I took her out to the waters edge and she right away started kicking her feet. After I brought Cassandra back up Layla decided she wanted to try the water out, she had daddy carry her down. Then about ten minutes later she was in love she made me take her down there to play in the water, then it was can we move two steps closer till our feet and knees were under water. It was a great day, Layla and Cassandra found the love of the beach just like mommy.

Pool Fun

2011-08-22T20:19:00.000-07:00

Make a picture collage

Phone Fun

2011-08-11T19:30:00.000-07:00

I love taking pictures, I wish I could have an amazing camera and all the accesiores that would help me take great pictures, but for now i love that my phone has all these app's I can use to pretend to be a photographer and that I have a top of the line camera.

(All pictures below where taken on my phone with the Lightbox and Retro Camera)

The picture above is a self portrait, I am not very happy with my body right now but this picture represents to me how i think and feel about myself, I am beautiful. Not beautiful in the conceded sence of the word, I just love myself and being a woman.

I love that my husband is such a hands on dad, he always plays with the girls and spends time with them. I snuck the shot above to the left early one morning when him and Cassandra where sleeping, they looked so cute I just couldn't walk away with out saving that moment in time forever. To the right Layla was trying to do her homework and Cassandra was harrassing her, she crwaled under the table and played with her sisters feet and then pulled up on the table and messed with her homework pages. Layla was not very happy she just kept asking me to move her. I love that Cassandra is so mobile, but it does leave room for some scary moments since she thinks she can let go and there are no conciquense's like falling. She remind's me so much of my nephew Chase when he was a baby, he had no fear and would keep trying no matter how many times he fell down. Cassandra is an adverturer she is exploring everything in the house, toy's walls, chairs, she sees everything as something new to try.

I am lucky I have one of those jobs I get to be in my car a lot and drive from place to place. On day's like the one where I took these pictures I would say that, some day's I would say driving so much sucks (example's rainy day's or traffic days). But these pictures show the good side so lets stick with that. The Flag picture is in a Perris, CA parking lot. The Desert picture is between San Jacinto and Moreno Valley, CA. The picture below is in the Jack in the Box drive thru. Nature is so wonderful and magnificant, I wish I had more time to spend enjoying it.(All pictures below were taken with me Retro Camera app)

These Photo's show just a little taste of our daily life, Cassandra and her toy's, she is always putting everything in her mouth, The joy's of having a teething baby. Daddy hates when I take his picture.

Then there is Layla and her preciouse smile, she is always happy. Diner one night BBQ yummy, Terriaki Steak, red potatoes, squash, zucini, Pinapple, Onions, and Amanda's recipe Corn Salad.

Mommy

2011-08-06T11:53:00.000-07:00

Since I didn't blog much this past year I never really shared about Cassandra's birth. As I sit her next to my beautiful daughter sleeping, I figured I would put my thoughts down. I new pretty much right away I was pregnant, Jose and I hadn't really been trying but we also hadn't been trying not to. I always wanted to be a mommy, I new ever since I was a little girl I wanted to have kids. When I was younger I think I said I wanted 10 kids, but as I grew up my number became less and less. When I met Jose he already had Layla and Carlos so I almost became an instant mommy, but they both have their own mothers and I never want to take that away from them. I love them both so much, Layla and I have a special bond, she know I am very important in her life. She doesn't remember her life with out me she always asks me about when she was a baby. I have always felt like I am her second mommy, but when Jose and I dated and after we were married I longed to have a baby. For those of you that know a lot about us you know that we weren't together long when we got married, but we knew from the moment we met that we would be married. (At least I should say he did because he told me so on our second or third date.) My pregnancy was relatively uneventful although it seemed to take forever since I knew I was pregnant right away. Be for our ultrasound I thought for sure she was a boy (my mother in law did also) so imagine my surprise when the ultrasound tech said she was a girl. I think Jose already new, when I left I could stop smiling. I always wanted a little girl. Toward the end of my pregnancy Jose and I went for a final ultra sound for measurement, there we found out she had enlarged Kidneys. The doctor told me not to worry, but how can an expecting mother not worry when she finds out something might be wrong with her little girl. I spent most of my time thinking about what might be wrong with her. I had one more ultrasound the week before she was born and her kidneys had not got better or worse. She was due on December 22nd and all I could think was she would be born on Christmas. Lucky for me (well not really lucky) I had mildly high blood pressure and my doctor decided to induce a week early On December 15th. Positive thinking works in October I started telling everyone she would be born on December 15th (Thanks to "THE SECRET"). On December 15, 2010 Jose and I went over to Saint Jude Hospital bright and early in the morning and my induction was started, my mom was there with us also. Labor really wasn't bad for me I was already dilated enough to have and epidural right after my induction was started, I really didn't feel much pain, except for my leg being really numb. At one point my blood pressure went really really low, not sure how low but my mom turned white and I don't think I have ever seen her look so worried, thankfully it was quickly fixed. I only pushed for about 15-20 minutes and Cassandra joined our family at 5:35pm. The second she was out and put on my tummy I loved her more than words can express, she was beautiful and perfect. She was smaller than I thought she would be, and she really didn't cry much in the hospital. I never in my life felt the love that I felt for perfect little Princess. She had an ultra sound when she was 6 hours old and her left Kidney was still enlarged. Over the next six weeks life was about adjusting to a new baby and making sure her kidneys were okay. So far her doctor thinks that she will out grow the enlargement. Every morning when I wake up and look at my precious angel I feel so blessed to be her mommy. I never want to be apart from her, having to leave her to go to work is so hard. Cassandra is the perfect mix of Jose and me, she has a wonderful personality and is always smiling. I feel so much more complete with her in my life. Since she was born, I have learned to accept the things I can not control in life. This has been a hard year but I would never trade being a mother to make it easier. Becoming a mom has made me realize the most important thing in life is taking care of my family and everything else will fall into place at the right time. I have been waiting my whole life to meet this little girl and take care of her, I know it is our job to raise her and teach her right and wrong, protect her from harm while teaching her to explore and learn. Cassandra is all I could of dreamed or wished for, I feel so blessed to be her mother.

1st Day of School

2011-08-05T08:00:00.000-07:00

This week Layla started Kindergarden, she wasn't to excited that mixed with just getting over being pretty sick made the days leading up pretty hard. She cried everytime I tried to talk to her about school. On Teusday morning we took her to the school to meet her teacher and get familar with her class and the play ground. On Wednesday morning we met her and her mom in the school cafiteria and walked her to her class. She cried Jose walked her into class She told him "Daddy please don't leave me." He told her he would wait outside for her. After school she was really excited and kept talking about her teacher. Thursday I had to go to court to testify about my crazy neighbor (a post for another day), and after school we picked Layla up from school. That afternoon we took her to the doctor for a follow up apointment, her doctor said she is getting better and in a week everything should be cleared up. After her apointment Jose's cousin came over, we BBQ'd and swam. We had good evening, today Layla will finish up her first week of school. She is such a big girl.

Mommies 30

2011-08-02T22:17:00.000-07:00

This week was a lazy week, but who doesn't like a lazy week. Carlos went back to Arizona after his summer visit. I worked in the Inland Empire all week, it was nice since I didn't have a 2-3 hour commute. On the 26th of July I turned 30, I thought this would be a hard birthday going from my 20's to my 30's but I was happy. I think having Cassandra made me let go of a lot of my age anxiety's. Cassandra has be come very mobile lately she is crawling all over the place. She loves the water and splashed and kicks as soon as we take her in. I love summer, the warm weather and being out side I am glad my daughter loves the sun. We didn't have Layla much this week cause she had strep throat, poor girl was sick for three weeks straight. Below is the cake Jose got me for my Birthday, he got me a my favorite. All the pictures below are of a now very mobile Cassandra.

Legoland Summer 2011

2011-07-31T22:55:00.000-07:00

One Saturday we decided to take a trip down to Legoland, we wanted to escape the heat of the Inland Empire. It was a nice leisurely day, we actually didn't ride many rides. It's hard to get Layla on rides. But the few rides we went one she did enjoy. Cassandra loved the rides, she has such an adventurous spirit. Carlos isn't very fond of the rides being 16 a place designed for kids 4-10 isn't very appealing, but he is a trooper and came with us. It was a nice day, unfortunately at the end of the day we realized that Layla was sick and we ended up in Urgent Care that evening where we discovered she had strep throat.

July 2nd and 3rd

2011-07-17T21:44:00.001-07:00

On the 2nd the girls and I went to my parents house, we went to lunch with grandma and grandpa. then the girls headed to the nail salon, I got a pedicure, my mom got a manicure and Layla got her nails painted. When we got back to my mom's my sister and her family was there. We went swimming with the boys and then to Sonics we had a fun day. (Daddy and Carlos went to see Transformers.) On July 3rd Cassandra an I had a busy day we packed up the cars with my in laws the kids and the foster kids and tried to go to Silverwood Lake, but it was to crowed. We ended up back at home in the blow up pools cooling off, it was way over 100 that day.Then in the afternoon Cassandra and I went to my cousin Wes's house to meet her's and my cousins.Cassandra and her cousin Jay were born just a couple of weeks apart, it was so neat to see the babies together since they are so close in age. My cousin Ed and his family were also over, it was nice to see them and there kids too. Eliana is there oldest, then there is Salia pictured above and Edward is the baby. he is about a year older then Cassandra.

I don't get to see my cousins often, but i hear about them from my aunt and uncle when I do their hair, it was so nice to spend time with them.

Wishes

2011-06-23T22:26:00.001-07:00

When ever we see Dandelion's we pick them and make wishes.

This was an afternoon at the track.

Layla calls them wishes, her she is making her wish.

Father's Day

2011-06-23T21:50:00.000-07:00

On Sunday we celebrated Father's Day with Jose and his dad, we spent the afternoon at the Fontana Swap meet walking around. Then that evening we BBQ'd everyone had a good time around the grill. After dinner we went for a walk. I had a great weekend spent with the all the greatest dad's I know, my hubby, dad, father in law and brother in law. I feel so blessed to be surrounded by such strong family oriented men.

On Saturday I sent Jose and Carlos to have a dad son day they went ans saw X-MEN. The girls and I went to my mom and dad's to celebrate Father's day with my dad. We went to lunch a an Italian restaurant and then it was swimming time.

Pool Time Again

2011-06-18T23:11:00.000-07:00

Today we went out to Grandma and Grandpa Hartmann' s to celebrate Father's Day and we went swimming. All of the kids had a great time. This was Cassandra's first time in the pool and she loved it. I figured she would since she loves baths. Layla had a great time playing with her cousins. I love the summer spending time with family in the water.

6 Months of Love

2011-06-18T22:59:00.000-07:00

Cassandra is 6 months old, I can't believe how fast the time has flown by. She has made my life so different. She is such a big girl, rolling over and babbling. She is trying so hard to sit up, but not quite there yet. Cassandra loves her swing and exersauser.

A Year Gone By

2011-06-11T21:52:00.000-07:00

Here we go again it has been over a year since I have posted. So much to fill you in on. Well about a month after Jose and I got married we were pregnant. Much faster than we had expected but we where excited. I figured out pretty fast I was expecting. I just didn't feel like my normal self. In early August we found out our new little one was a girl. I have to say I was sooo excited I always wanted a little girl. After going threw tons of names we decide on Cassandra Jolie. Cassandra which is Greek and means "Shining Upon Men" Jolie which in French means "Pretty." I had a relatively easy pregnancy and on December 15, 2010 Cassandra joined our family. Layla has been the best sister, she loves Cassandra so much and wants to help with everything that has to do with her. If I give Cassandra a kiss Layla has to too. Cassandra is now six months old and grown so much she was 6.11 lbs and 19" when she was born and she is now 17.9 lbs and 26". Layla is getting ready to start kindergarten and growing up so much too. She says the funniest things, I think she thinks she is 13 like her older sister. Carlos is 16 and going on to his Sophomore year of high school, he isn't doing football this yer since he messed up his shoulder. He is visiting now for the summer. I have started a second blog if you would like to check it out it is atouchof365.blogger.com .

2.12.10

2010-03-08T08:34:00.000-08:00

We're married :). Yep Jose and I got married on Valentine's Day Weekend. On 2.12.10 at the San Bernadino county recorders office.

One Year Later

2009-12-08T22:40:00.002-08:00

Ok so I haven't posted for a whole year. I guess I was busy or something. What's happened? Hmm....so much. The biggest thing I moved out of my parents house. :) It has been fun. I travel for work a lot. I get to visit Patricia and her family about once a month, I feel so lucky that I get to see them so much. I am truly blessed with the job I have. I love it. Next I meet a new guy, Jose. He is great, I have been having fun getting to know him. Below are some pictures from this year. Ok yeah, so there's a lot...

2009-12-08T22:40:00.001-08:00

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

Thanksgiving

2008-11-26T23:10:00.000-08:00

What am I thankful for...

Family (especially Shane, Gwen, Chase, and Jonah)
Friends
Travel (all the new places I get to see)
beautiful sunsets
the beach
my job (and all the new people I get to meet)
all my talents
great books (Of corse Twilight series)
Heavenly Father & the gospel
the day after Thanksgiving sales (I'm gonna miss Cabazon at midnight this year)
ect......

I hope all of my friends and family have a healthy happy Thankgiving!

Buca

2008-11-23T13:11:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I am really into Blogging and sometimes I'm not, I guess this is one of the time I'm really into it. Last night I went with Steve, Jenny, the Boys and Steve's mom and aunt to Buca. We went to celebrate Steve's finishing school. I think we all ate way to much, but it was so good. I took some pictures of Shane and Chase. And since I miss Gwen soooooooo much I am including a pictures of her when I went out their around Halloween.

I have a NEW NEPHEW!!!

2008-11-20T17:32:00.000-08:00

Jonah William Hartmann is here!!!

Joe and Amanda became parents again!

Noveber 3, 2008 6:05am

8lbs 4.4oz 21 1/4''

When life gives you lemons....

2008-11-20T16:58:00.000-08:00

Make Lemonade! Last weekend a lot of residents of orange county's lives where thrown a huge curve ball, as a huge wild fire to threw our neighborhoods. I honestly never thought that my life would be affected by a wild fire. Last Saturday morning Eli told me there was a fire by his house in Corona, well Amanda Redman and I where on our way up to the dump and we saw smoke. We weren't sure where the smoke was coming from so we kept driving up to the dump. We got there and paid our money that's when we could actually see flames on the side of the road. I was shocked that the let us drive in. We almost got to where we could dump our stuff and they made us leave they said the fire was to close. (Check out these pictures we took them at the dump) So we drove out and went to a different dump. Saturday it was really smoky here. That night we called Debi our family friend to see how she was doing, she said she was ok and just packing things in her house. About a half an hour later she called and asked if she could come stay with us because she was getting evacuated. It was crazy she only lives about 1 1/2 miles north of us. So I felt a little tense ex specially since i had left my car at Eli's and barrow ed his truck, and both the 91 and 57 freeways were closed and I had no way to get over and pick up my car. Thankfully the 91 freeway opened up that morning... We did accomplish one big project being stuck at home, I painted Eric's room because I am moving in to that room now. (For those of you that don't know yet Eric moved into a group home that specializes in behavioral issues, and he is doing awesome their, he loves it.) So I started my project of redoing his room. Sunday I went up to Santa Maria yet again to training there wonderful stylist and had fun like always. I got home today and I am tired but ready to do some more projects for my new room.

Some great pictures.

2008-10-26T14:42:00.001-07:00

I love to take pictures and I wanted to share some of the pictures I took this weekend.

The price I payed for getting some awesome pictures. I got stung by a bumble bee, and today my arm has this big red rash on it.

Oak Glen Saturday

2008-10-26T14:19:00.001-07:00

This past Saturday I drove up to Oak Glen and met up with my brother and sister and their family's. I spent a couple hours with them. We first went to the pumpkin patch, and the kids had fun looking at and picking up different pumpkins. Then we walked over to the farm house. There were places to make cider. Over all it was a fun place to visit. I wish I could of spent more time there, but I had plans to attend an anniversary party. The party was kind of boring but probably cause I didn't know many people. I don't know why I can stand in front of a group and teach a class, but I have a hard time in groups out side of work. Oh well I guess I'm just not meant to be the life of the party. I can't believe how fast my niece and nephews are growing up. And there is soon to be a new addition, Amanda and Joe should be having baby Jonah on Halloween if everything goes as planned. Although when it comes to thing like having baby's they don't usually go on our timing. I can't wait to meet him. I think this is going to be a quick week since I'm taking Friday of so I can go out to Blythe to hang out with Gwen and go see the baby when he's born. I love to be an aunt and feel so lucky to have the time to spend with my family!

Turing the pages of life...

2008-10-12T10:40:00.000-07:00

Well I haven't posted in a while. September was a busy month for me. I got to go to New Orleans for work. It was a lot differnt than what I expected. It was very clean I expected to see a lot more devestation and it just wasn't like that. After I came home I went up and spent four days with Patricia and her family. We had a good time. Patricia and I went to this comedy club, the main guy wasn't my favorite. I did like the girl who open for hime though, Kelly Price I never stopped laughing when she was on stage. Patricia's kids are so cute with so much personality, so much like their parents... Otherwise I have been working and dating. I've gone on a few first dates but I just haven't found anyone I really want to spend a lot of time with. It is hard accepting that life doesn't always go how I want it to. Somedays I just wish I could be married and have a family, but most days I know it's just not the right time yet. I know it well happen when it happens. As for home life, my parents are working on Eric moving into a group home, he's just getting to hard to handle, even with the guys here. I'm sure that him moving into a group home well be good for him, I think that his whole personality well change. Although it is hard to imagine what our house well be like with out Eric here ever day. This weekend we went out to Blythe for Amanda's shower. She's about 3 weeks away from her due date and Baby Jonah well be here. Gwen is getting so big, and I think her new favorite word is "sure", I can't tell you how many times she said that to me yesterday. I wish I had more time to spend with her. Amanda's friend made a cute cake for her shower. It's the the belly, so so cute! Well I guess it's time to cut this off I need to start getting ready for church. Hopefully I get back on here soon, Ican't believe I missed a whole month of blogging.

Somethings are Happy & and Some are Sad!

2008-08-10T11:17:00.000-07:00

Well my day, today kind of started off with some sad news. My exhusband's grandma died today. She had some health problems over the past couple of years and her body finally just gave up. I will always remeber Dixie, she would be what most people would think of as a grumpy old grandma. But I'll remeber her for her love of square dancing, and family. She always let you know what she expected of people. I am glad to hear that she was there in Indiana with her family around her right before she passed.

On a happier note Joe, Amanda and Gwen came to visit this weekend, we went to diner on Friday night. Saturday morning I did all of their hair, even Gwen got her bangs cut. Then Last night we had another BBQ like most all Saturday nights. Earlier I went to the pool with Jenny and Steve and the Boys, we had a good time. I know I always say this but I am so lucky to have all my family close by and that we can spend so much time together.

Some exciting news on my work front, I am doing hair for our 2009 ad kit this week. Last year I did some color, but this year I will be doing haircuts too. I am really excited, this was one of my goals this year. These photos are displayed in all Fantastic Sams across the country, and also used in our advertising for the year. Just one more of the perks of my job. My next big trip for work is to New Orleans, I'm excited I can't wait to go there. It's a place I have always wanted to visit. It will be interesting to see how much progress they've made since huricane Katrina.

Next weekend I'll be in Vegas, I'll have to post about that trip when I get back.

Quick Recap

2008-08-03T17:31:00.000-07:00

Well it's been awhilw since I have posted. This was a long week, I went up and traained all of the Fantastic Sams central coast stylist on TIGI Colour. There were between 10-20 stylist per class. So lets just say I could probably teach that class in my sleep. And all of the colors turned out amazing, this color line is great. Other wise I had a really good birthday, I went to dinner with Julie and Eli on Friday night. And then woke up early Saturday got my hair done, went to lunch with the family at BJ's and ofcorse spent the afternoon in the pool. I finshed off my birthday watching the fight with Eli, overall I had a great birthday. It was spent with family and friends just how it should be. I am blessed to have these great people in my life.

27 in two weeks!

2008-07-12T11:01:00.000-07:00

Ok so I'm kind of having a hard time accepting the fact that I'm about to turn 27. I know that's not really all that old, but it does mean that my 20's are almost over. Everyone tells me thirty's are better, I guess I'll find out in two years. The reason I have such a hard time accepting these years going by I because I thought I'd be at a different place in my life at 27. Oh well I can't company to much I've gotten to do a lot of things and see a lot of places. And ofcorse I have had many awesome people come into my life also... Well now that I had my little fit. Lets see whats new in my life, I took Ally and Leslee to the airport Tuesday morning, so they are now back in Indiana, I had a good time with them while they were here. Otherwise I worked and walked all week. Tuesday and Wednesday I walked about 3mile and then Thursday and last night I walked 4 miles. Funny if you would of told me last year that I would be walking those distances I would of thought you were crazy. But I do have to say I love it. Walking gives me time to clear my head at night, and feel a little better. I have to thank Jared for getting me started, even thought we don't walk together anymore... Well it's the weekend again and the weather is warm, so I'm ready to be out in the sun and the pool. I think I'll be seeing my nephews today and doing just that.

4th of July

2008-07-06T12:04:00.000-07:00

Lucky me, I had a three day weekend for the fourth of July, and I needed it. It's was nice to relax and not have to be anywhere. I house sat for my friend, Tawny. I never realized how much work it is to take care of pets. Allyson and Leslee's visit is comimg to an end, and I colored their hair the other night. I can't believe their old enough to get their hair colored now. Yesterday I went to the beach with them and it was nice to go out and play in the waves. After we went back to the house and watched Fool's Gold, it was a pretty good movie. On Friday the 4th I went out to Amanda Redman's and we went to the park, where there was music and a carnival going on. That evening I hung out with Eli and has buddy, and we watched another movie. Over all it was a nice weekend, and I had a great time spending it with friends and family.

The weekend already :).

2008-06-27T11:48:00.000-07:00

Gosh this week flew by, I feel like its was just Friday and it's here again. Well last Friday, I spent the evening with Allyson and Leslee, they're her visiting their aunt. We had a good time. We went to Downtown Disney and had dinner, walked around, and of corse Build A Bear. I love to spend time with them they have grown up so much and are such beautiful young women. I love their personality's. Saturday I went and cut Uncle Ed's hair, and went to dinner with him and Aunt Judy. I love going to spend time with them, and get filled in on whats happening in the family. Oh yeah and for those of you that don't know I'm going to be an Aunt again, Joe and Amanda are expecting a baby Boy in early November. Then Saturday afternoon, I went to a birthday party for Jade jenny's friend Tammy's daughter. It was so freak in hot, I thought if I went to Torrance it would be cooler, boy was I wrong. It was 96, so I slightly melted in the sun. Then Sunday Patricia flew in for the day for her dad's wedding reception. We of corse went shopping before and had to buy completely new outfits, shoes and all. Then we went to the reception, it was really nice. I'm so glad her dad found such a wonderful women, Dee she is a great lady who works very hard. And I see Patricia's dad as a great man with her. After the reception, Patricia and I met up with my friend Eli and went to dinner. We had a good time, ex specially on the car ride. ;) Work has been slightly crazy, but nothing more than usual. We are launching a new color line and have our hair competion going on right now. But I love the craziness so I'm happy. This weekend I'm off to Blythe to see little miss Gwen, I can't wait to see her it's been a while since I've been out there. I just wanted to take this moment to say how blessed I feel in my life to have so many people who I respect, love and admire, and if I don't say it enough I love you all and am so happy you are in my life. Keep being who you are, cause you keep me strong.

Zoo Day

2008-06-07T21:39:00.000-07:00

Today I went to the LA Zoo with Steve , Jenny and the boys. It was a fairly nice day, the weather was warm but not unbarible. Because of the time of day we went the majority of the animals were inside or hiding in the shade. I had a fun time, I think the last time I went to the Zoo was right after I graduated highschool. Chase wanted to see everything, he would have us pick him up at each new area. Shane wasn't as excited but he did have a good time. Steve was taking great pictures of everything, which is where the majority of these pictures are from. I also forgot how big the zoo is, I think we walked at least 4 miles, but thats ok cause I haven't been to good with my walking lately. That is one of my goals this week to start walking again, I guess I'm thinking if I put it in writing here I'll actually do it.

Well I amd finally back from my last trip for a little while. I had a good time in Santa Maria like always, I ofcorse taught classes. Also I went to diner with my friend Susie at this Steak house Cool Hand Lukes, it was good, but I knew that cause I always go there when I'm up there. The next day after my class ended I went up to Grover Beach and walked up towards the peir and back, and then I was off to the movies. I saw What Happens in Vegas, it was so funny I laughed so much. On Wednesday night I meet up with Susie again and went to Chucky Cheese for here friends kids birthday party. I played games and won tickets. Thursday I visited salons and headed home. Joe came out here so we went to diner with my parents at Johnny Rebb's. Last night was movies night, Eli and I went to the drive in and saw Don't Mess With the Zohan, What Happen's in Vegas and Kung Foo Panda. Overall my favorite was Kung Foo Panda, which surprised me since I'm not big on cartoons. The Zohan was a typical Adam Sandler movie, but pretty funny. I've had a great weekend so far, and tomorrow is Sunday which is always a great day for me.

Off to Santa Maria Again

2008-06-01T08:48:00.000-07:00

Well May was a busy month for me, I spent half the month out of the state. My latest trip was to Dallas for color training. I had a great time there, and ofcorse had some great food. This trip started off with some bumps inthe road too. When we arrived at LAX there was a bus of fire, so half of the lanes were blocked which slowed us down. Then I had bought the tickets on Hotwire.com, and they said Alaska Airlines, well to bad our flights were actually on American Airlines, which is in another terminal on the other side of the airport. So by the time we checked in we had 30mins. to get to our plane and go thru security. Needless to say I well not be buying plane tickets on Hotwire again. Otherwise everything eles went smoothly, I did have a really hard time adjusting to the time change, I don't think i went to sleep any earlier then 1am. Last week I was home, but pretty much all I did was work. I had some classes to teach and I had to prepare the power point for our anual Artistic Styling Awards compatetion. I basically finished as the judges arrived. I'm just so glad that is all over, my stress level has dropped by half. This weekend was pretty relaxing also. Friday night I hung out with my sister and The boys, we went to Johnny Rockets, and I have to say I felt pretty old when I was in there cause I just kept thinking its to loud in here. Saturday, I went to breakfast with my friend Eli, and had to go back to work and get all my stuff ready for my trip to Santa Maria today.

Frustrated!

2008-05-24T23:39:00.001-07:00

Ok since I'm figuring the only person that reads my blog is my sister. I'm just gonna say it. ***** I like you I have had a crush on you since the first day I saw you on the stand at church. You are a great man and any woman would be luck to have you in their life. You have the qualitys to be a great husband and father someday. I respect you for your integrity, strong testimony and the way you honor your preisthood. And hopefully I'll get the courage to tell you this myself someday, but for now its here for whom ever would like to read.

Happy Mother's Day!

2008-05-11T18:52:00.000-07:00

Today is Mother's Day, I made my mom spagetti. I always cheet when it comes to cooking. I make things I've made in the past and that are easy and quick. Oh well I guess it's the thought that counts.
May is a busy month for me. I just got back from a trip to Chicago, I went for work, we where trained on our new texture services. I had a good trip, way to much Italian food. On the last night Sara came up with her friend, we went to dinner. I forgot how much I laugh when I'm with her.
Then I spent this weekend out at Joe and Amanda's. I hung out with Gwen on Friday I took her to the park, she had fun and was so excited to go. I can't believe how fast she's growing up. She has the cutiest little personality, she talks so much. And she definatly know what she does and doesn't want to do. Then Saturday night Jenny and Steve came over with boys, Steve BBQ'd. We celebrated mothers day with them that day. We went down to the pool after.
This is a picture of Eric one night when we went out to Tom's place one night, he got right out and sat at the table. He hasn't done that with us for years.
For my next trip I'm off to Dallas next Sunday, this trip should be fun.

A Strong Woman Vs. A Woman of Strength

2008-05-11T10:10:00.000-07:00

A strong woman works out every day to

keep her body in shape...but a woman

of strength builds relationships to

keep her soul in shape.

~~~

A strong woman isn't afraid of
anything.... but a woman of strength
shows courage in the midst of her fear.

~~~

A strong woman won't let anyone get

the best of her.... but a woman of strength

gives the best of herself to everyone.

~~~

A strong woman makes mistakes and

avoids the same in the future... a

woman of strength realizes life's

mistakes can also be unexpected

blessings and capitalizes on them.

~~~
A strong woman wears a look of

confidence on her face... but a woman

of strength wears grace.

~~~

A strong woman has faith that she is

strong enough for the journey... but a

woman of strength has faith that it is in

the journey that she will become strong.

- Unknown

Great Quote:

"I can handle anything that life

throws at me. I may not be able to

handle it well, or correctly, or

gracefully, or with finesse, or
expediently but I will handle it."

Long Week

2008-04-26T11:14:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday Jared Barlow and I walked in the Placentia Earth Week 5k. We did it in 50.38min. Not to bad we stayed in the front of the walking group. I think I've lost quite a few inchs since we've started walking. I went back to Weight Watchers again also and I've lost about 8 lbs in nine weeks, not as fast as I'd like but I'm feeling and looking better. That after noon we went to a coworkers daughters birthday party. Chase had fun, they had a bounce house and he thought that was pretty cool, he also ate some cotton candy, he was so funny riping off huge pieces. That evenng we BBQ'd. I got Shane some gogles, that he's wearing in his picture. Then this week we had a busy work schedule. I worked a hair show Sunday and Monday, Tuesday was the bosses hairday, and Wednesday was a class. After my class the new Fantastic Sams color company came in and I got my hair cut and colored. It looks so cut I need to take a picture and post it. Hopefully some time this week. Thursday was the launch of the new Colour Line TiGi, it seems like a pretty good line. Well thankfully its the weekend again and I can get some rest, to bad I woke up and walked with Jared this morning, but I feel good so it relaxed me instead of getting extra sleep. Now it's off to a Car show and the doing hair tonight.

Family Times

2008-04-13T09:51:00.000-07:00

Last weekend the girls (My mom, Jenny, and me) took a short trip up to Utah for confrence. We left late afternoon on Friday. The drive wasn't to bad, we made it to St. George by 11pm. We spent the time laughing. By Sturday afternoon we were in Provo, we ate at Caraba's (I'm sure I spelled that wrong) Joe used to work there when he lived in Utah. They are one of the best
italian restraunts I have been to. Staurday night we stayed in Salt Lake, my freind Esther came up and we had dinner, it was nice to spend time with her. Sunday morning we had a short walk up to the confrence center, I had a great experience listening to confrence. It was a beautiful day, after confrence we got in the car and drove home again. Ofcorse we had to stop at one of my favorite resraunts on the way home Cracker Barrell. The trip was short but I enjoyed every minute of it, I had a great time with my mom and sister. This week was pretty busy at work, but its the weekend again and the weather is warm. We (Jen, Steve and the boys) spent the day in the pool yesterday, the water was freezing, but I jumped in and warmed up pretty fast. After the pool we BBQ'ed.

Easter, Remembering the Savior

2008-03-23T20:07:00.000-07:00

Today was Easter Sunday, I had a wonderful time with my family. I spent to morning doing cooking prep. I made deviled eggs, mac'n'cheese, and garlic mashed potatoes. Then off to church, the easter program was really good, it touched my heart. I spent a lot of time today thinking about what the Saviors and the Atonement mean to me. After church was family time, we ate and went down and relaxed in the spa. Now I'm off to stay with Amanda out in Moreno Valley we both have to work out there tomorrow. I hope you all had a great Easter and took a minute to remember what we're celebrating.
Footprints
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed He was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from His life. For each scene He noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One belonging to Him and the other to the LORD.

When the last scene of His life flashed before Him, He looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of His life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of His life.

This really bothered Him and He questioned the LORD about it. LORD you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me.

The LORD replied, my precious, precious child, I Love you and I would never leave you! During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you.

Carolyn Carty, 1963

Marching right along threw Spring!

2008-03-22T11:53:00.000-07:00

A whole month has past and I haven't blogged, I guess I'v been busy. I cant believe how much Shane and Chase are growing. Chase can knock his brother over now. They are both so cute. Everytime I call Jenny I have to talk to them. Chase will bable and make animal noises. He also clearly says "Hi" and "Bye". It's hard to believe he'll be 2 this year. Then Shane always trys to con me into coming over. He uses his sweet little Auntie Dell will you come over today question, and if I say not to day he'll always say how about Friday then. He definatly knows how to get what he wants from me. Shane's birthday is coming up soon to, he'll be 7 this year, I can't believe how time is flying by me.
My dad and I made it to a hockey game last month also. It was the Ducks vs. Flames. We had fun exspecially since neither one of us knew much about the sport. Their were a couple fights, and of corse that was my favorite part. The Ducks won, but not cause they tryed hard, they could of scored plenty of times but didn't. Oh well it was fun, and it was nice to spend that time with my dad. That week my mom went to Hartford, CT. So it was a nice ending to along week. I went back up to Santa Maria two weeks ago. I forgot to book my hotel early, So I had to stay in a differnt hotel. I was fun for a little change. That was until my class told me the hotel was haunted, they said but don't worry its just the original side. Well guess what that is where my room was. Other than one of my bags jumping of the tables there weren't any signs of that to me. You know I don't believe in ghost per say, but when your alone in a new place the mind starts to play tricks. The hotel was beautiful, the fountain was just out side of my room. I love the spring flowers that were blooming. I made it up to Grover Beach one night also, which was really nice I love the beach its so peaceful. It's a great place to clear your mind, and just be alone.
Last weekend we met up with Joe and Amanda out in Palm Springs for lunch, thrn it was picture time for Gwen. She is turning 2 in May so we just got her birthday pictures done that day. She really didn't like the big number 2 though, she would start to cry when Amanda put her close to it. Overall the pictures turned out so cute, even the one with her cleaning her toes. Well I'm gonna get off here, I'll try to have an Easter post tomorrow.

Piggy Tails

2008-02-18T18:38:00.000-08:00

I guess I'm one of those lucky ones that gets quite a few holidays off. Since I haven't been 100%, I opted to spend my three day weekend out at Joe and Amanda's. The drive took about five hours, but with talking on the phone and blasting my iPod, seemed way shorter. Gwen was in bed by the time I got their, so i had to wait till the morning to see her. One cool thing about Blythe is they have farms and animals, so on are way to Amanda's mom's they were hearding some sheep. Gwen loved them. Then ofcorse being the big dork I am I had to go out and see Colby's pig, Gwen ofcorse thought the pig's where cool. Joe and Amanda went out Saturday night and I stayed with Gwen we had a fun night. She is such a good kid. I can't belive how much she's growing... Amanda and I watched two Jane Austin movies this weekend, well I watched three. The movies made me want to read her books....It's back to the working world tomorrow.... Today was beautiful, I was in traffic on the drive home. And when I got to the huge energy fans and was looking out the widow, and loved the view. I got this asume picture below.

Happy Valentines Day!

2008-02-14T20:37:00.000-08:00

Today is one of the days that makes me so happy to be single. Why because I don't have to worry about what gift to give. Valentines Day is just one of the holidays that I feel that has been way to comercialized. Although I did tag along with my parents to dinner. I guess it is a great day to appreciate family... Take a look at the picture above thats my sister Jenny and me, I think she was about 5 and I was close to 1. This picture says so much to me about our personalitys even then. It was apparent that shes casual, and I'm a girly girl. Just kidding I'm pretty sure I didn't dress myself... My pain has lessened but I do have a cold, I'm getting better and soon nothing will be holding me back. I did go back to work today again after being of for three days. I was begining to feel so lazy after being in bed for three straight days. Okay well I truly do wish all of you out there had a wonderful Valentines Day spent with those you love!

Pain AGAIN!

2008-02-11T21:52:00.000-08:00

Well it's back, the unbarable pain. I spent last night up with pain and sick. Not quite sure whats wrong yet. I went to the doctors today, and he ran some tests. I hope I well be feeling better soon. With the time I had off today I laid in bed and caught up on my DVR'd shows. One of which was Extreme Makeover Home Addition. It was about a marine that was a single dad, who lost his leg in Iraq. Talk about a tear jerker, I cried the whole time..... I took the picture above when I went to Montana last year with my grandma. We went to Glacer national patk it was so beautiful. I stood in that water for a minute it was freezing, since it was coming from the Glacer. I think it was on of my favorite places out doors, up there with Hawaii even.

Flowers

2008-02-09T20:10:00.001-08:00

Spring is on it's way, all the flowers around my house are in bloom. Today was pretty good, Jenny and Chase came out and hungout. He's so cute, we were blowing bubbles and he thought that was the greatest thing ever. Sometimes I wish my life was as simple as that of a baby, but then I think would I really want to relive all those years, not really. Tomorrow should be fun, we have a big event for work at Pechanga. I know stay away from those slot machienes there adictive. I learned that in Vegas. I guess there's gonna be a big fireworks show for the Chinese New Years, not sure if I'll be there that late thought. It's gonna be a really long day, so I'm sure I'll be heading home as soon as work is over. Eric is improving in his behaviors, the boys(Shane and Chase) were her today and he didn't try to attack them. He seems to be able to control himself alot better now.

...... I have a book recomendation for those of you that are into self improvement books. "The Secret" it's a all about your thoughts and the power of attracting things you want in your life. I look at things a little differnt since reading this book.

Finally Friday

2008-02-08T16:55:00.000-08:00

Yeah, the weekend is here. I've been coming home from work pretty tired, but it is getting better. Work wise this was a long week that I wouldn't necessarly want to do over. But by yesterday everything seemed to be smoothed out. I've been teaching quite a few classes this last couple of weeks to, but I have also met some cool people threw them.

What happens when I get bored?

2008-02-07T20:27:00.000-08:00

I felt like posting tonight but I really don't have much going on. Sometimes life seems so stressful, but when you stop and look at whats really going on, it isn't as bad as you thought. I have to say I feel so blessed for all the things I do have. I may not have the most friends, but the ones I do have are so valuble to me. You all know who you are. I have the best family. I look up to my parents so much for all they do to take care of my brother Eric. My sister has become my best friend, when we were younger I would of never believed that would happen. But take us miles apart, my divorce and her two cute little boys, and now I don't know what I would do with out her. Then there's my brother and his wife. They show me the greatest example of a marriage and love. They make each other better people everyday. Joe is the best dad to Gwen. Ok so I got a little sappy for a minute there. Well I guess it 's getting pretty obvious I like taking pictures, mostly my niece and nephews and me.

Super Bowl

2008-02-03T21:37:00.000-08:00

Okay now I have posted three times today. The Giants won the Super Bowl, I was pretty happy with that outcome. It was a good game but the first half kind of laged. At least I won money off the first quarter pretty good concidering this is the first office pool I entered ever. Oh and the first Super Bowl I watched pretty much the whole way threw. I think this is the last post of the day. I'm off to watch Brothers and Sisters and get ready for bed, believe it or not I am so happy o be back at work.

Gordon B. Hinckley

2008-02-03T21:15:00.000-08:00

A week a go today a great man passed away, President Gordon B. Hinckley. He has been one of the influentual people in my life. One because he was the leader of our church, and another just for the selfless acts of service he preformed everyday. I learned many things about him threw a book of letters his wife had wrote to there family over the years. He had a choice to live simple a life and serve the world threw the gospel or persue other goals. Not many of us could say we would do the same but he chose to serve the lord. I have to say threwout his time as the prophet he's shown to me true selflessness. I am honored to have been able to read his words and listen to him speak many times.
And finally from his own words at Elder Neal A. Maxwells Funeral:

"...You will go on. There will be days of lonliness and nights of longing, but the sunlight of faith will shine again and the fires of love will warm you."

Long night!

2008-02-03T09:53:00.000-08:00

I had a great trip up to Santa Maria this past week. It was really cold but a nice change of pace. For my first week back to work I think I did pretty well. At the end of the day I was definatly ready to rest. My coworker Lou was there with me. When I woke up each morning I would say lets do something (like go to a movie). But by the end of the day, I just wanted to go back to the hotel and rest. I have felt so lazy lately but I guess thats part of recovery. We came home Thursday, then I went in to the office on Friday. That night I watched Shane and Chase over night. We had pretty good evening, we went to Denny's and Target. Once home we made a Birthday cake for Jenny, and they both watched a movie in Shane's bed. I thought I did pretty good. They were both in bed a sleep by 9pm. But that didn't last Chase woke up four times, I was so tired by the morning. I'm glad I only had to do that one night. I don't know how parents do it every night. I guess I'll figure it out once I have kids. Saturday went pretty smothly, we went to Mc Donalds and the park. Then home to take a nap. I felt pretty bad when Jenny and Steve came home cause the house was a big mess. But hey I'm a babysitter note a house keeper. Over all we (the boys and I) had a good time. The most enjoyable moments were hearing Chase laugh and cuddling with Shane. I definatly have two great little nephews. I'm so glad to have them so close. I just wish Gwen was that close. I'm gonna have to find some time to go out and see her.

Sore Today!

2008-01-27T10:12:00.000-08:00

Ok so I guess I fell harder than I thought, cause my lower back and my butt are pretty sore today. It probably wasn't a very good idea to fall down it the first place, concidering my surgery two weeks ago. My side hurt a little last night to. I guess I didn't have a choice in the matter. Well Joe and Amanda came out last night and we all went to diner. The whole Hartmann clan, with some add on's my friend Amanda and her son Joe, and Joe's friend Jason came to. We went to a BBQ place called Jonny Rebb's. They have really good food. We go there when ever we're all together. I hadn't seen my friend Amanda and her son for about 2yrs. I couldn't believe how big he is. Just to thing about 6 1/2yrs ago i was there when he was born. It's crazy how fast they grow up. Gwen know's my name now too, and when she see's me she says Adelle. She's just sooo cute. Chase says his name too. There all getting so big, its wonderful to be able to see then as often as I do. Ok well I should get going. I'm off to Santa Maria again. I'll let you know how that goes when I get back. Hopefully there's not to much rain on the drive.

Time goes by!!!

2008-01-26T14:56:00.000-08:00

Ok so I'm really bad at up dating this thing. So a lot's happened in my life since September. I've meet new people in my personal life and at work. Come to think of it I meet knew people at work everyday. So Eric has these guys that come to make sure he doesn't hurt us or himself. Yeah he is that strong now. Its hard to imagine concidering how small he was for so long.But with these guys coming Eric is happier and our lives have all gotten a lot eaiser. They have all been really good to him and helpful also. I even liked one of them. He was a nice guy just not ment for me. I guess we met people for a reason. They have an influence on us and we change in some way. It's just hard to move on sometimes. But threw time we do.
I haven't had to travel much over the last three month. We did go to Las Vegas again for the Cosmetology School owners convention. It was fun we had more free time than usual, so Yasmin and I got to lay out at the pool. My room was on the 24th floor so i had an amasining view also.

I did go to Boston, for work in November. It was cold but, I'm so glad I got to go there. It's amazing the history on the East Coast. Just flying in there were really cool light houses all around the coast. That is definatly one of the coolest parts of my job all the traveling I get to do.

Ok so I guess I did more traveling than I thought. I had a two day trip up to Santa Maria and then. The night I came home I was off to Indiana To see the Walters girls. I had a nice trip. I couldn't believe how grown up they were. Its funny there so grown up. Allyson is a beautiful social butterfly. She is pretty much how I thought she would be. With such a strong will and ofcorse a typical teenager that loves to sleep. Then Leslee, still loves horses. She is such a caring person, always making everyone smile and laugh. If theres a story to be told you want to hear it from her for sure. I'm glad for the time I got to spend with them.

Then there were a few trips to Blythe. We went out there for Thanksgiving Day. Everyone pretty much made something for the meal. It was really relaxing. That evening mom and I went to the mid night sells at Cabazon. I could not believe how MANY people were there. I love to see my niece and nephews together. They all have the cutest personalitys. And of corse since I'm always spoiling them and giving them things I shouldn't like giving 1yrs olds markers isn't really a good idea cause they'll draw on themselves.

Christmas was really nice this year. Jenny and I took the boys around to look at Christmas Lights. While we were out, I took some pictures for my friend Jake who was over in Iraq. He said that was one of the things he missed. I'm so glad to know he is safely home know. I could never express enough apreciation to all of these soldiers that go overthere and to Afganistan, to give us our freedom. They put there lives on hold. Leaving their familys and friends to serve. Joe, Amanda and Gwen came out the Saturday before Christmas and we celebrated with them. Aunt Judy, Uncle Ed and Uncle Jim came over also. It was a lot of fun. The kids enjoyed opening presents alot more this year too. Then I spent Christmas Eve night at Jenny and Steve's so I could se the boys open their presents. That night we went to Redondo Beach an watched the sun set it was Beautiful. On Christmas we went over to Ed and Judy's like we always do. Christmas was a hard day cause I realized Grandma Hartmann wouldn't be here. I miss her so much. Even though I knew for a long time her time here with us would end soon.

I almost forgot to right about going up to Patricia's for Nathans first Birthday. I can't tell you how happy I am to have her living so close again. I had a great time other than, when I got the pain, in my stomach. Forthose of you that don't know I had a gallstone, and had to get my Gallblader taken out. Funny huh. Like I always say my life is an adventure. Patricia went with me up to my Grandma's to pick up my mom and we got to be part of the Red Hatters for the day. We looked so silly.

Well to let you all know I'm feeling so much better since my surgery, and I'm going back to work Monday. I get to go up to Santa Maria on of my favorite placed to go for work. I spent some time last night cleanin out a lot of stuff I've been holing on to for to long, like a candle from 6th grade. I don't even know why I still had it. But part of moving on in life is letting go and letting your life change, even if you didn't want to. Gosh it's felt so good to write all this down. One last thing to make you laugh, I fell down the stairs this morning carrying down laundry, don't worry I'm fine. I just had to laugh thats never happened to me before. We all know that I'm clumsy. Have a beautiful Day!

2007-09-16T20:19:00.000-07:00

My life is all about Family and Freinds. I have great job that allows me to travel quite often. My latest trip was to Las Vegas, on the way home my coworker and I went to the Hover Dam. I love to take photos of everything. I took some really good ones while at the Dam and on the drive.

The water was a pretty blue green color. The Arcitecture was really nice too.

The sky was beautiful at this point.